I wanted to just let my mind rest, but that’s totally not working. I tried watching a movie. I was too restless to finish it. I tried reading. I kept losing my place. I gave up and went to bed. That didn’t work either. I just kept staring at the ceiling.
*Ugh!*
So here I am again back to doing the one thing that can keep me occupied when I have too much on my mind. I’m window shopping online again and blogging.
I mentioned on my review blog that I’m looking for a new acne treatment, so that’s what I’m headed to do now. The one I’ve been using is great, but the smell makes me so sick to my stomach. It smells like rotting garbage! I mean seriously, no matter how good a product is, you can only stand so much of a horrible smell. Every time I use it Hubby says I smell like my face is being pickled. Who wants that?
If you haven’t heard the bad news yet you can read about it/see the video on my motorcycle blog.
I’ve dealt with all that for hours now, and it’s just completely drained me mentally. I don’t want to think anymore. I just want to curl up in front of the tv and let my mind rest. I might watch a movie instead. All I know is I’m done thinking today.
As much as I love it when Hubby gets to take a day off to have some fun, times like these when he decides to go to the Gap I worry about him so much.
First of all, I always worry about him like crazy when he’s out on the bike without me. I’m the wife, I’m supposed to worry! Of course he tells me I worry too much, and I’m find when I’m riding with him, so I shouldn’t worry when he goes off alone. I tell him I worry so much when he goes off alone because I know he’s more likely to act a little crazy / do things he shouldn’t!
I worry about him even more times like today not just because he’s at a place where a lot of people do wreck each year (cars and bikes), but he’s 2 1/2 hours away from home, and I’ve got no way to contact him. There is no cell phone signal up there for 20 miles on either side of the one area.
Yeah if something were to happen I’d find out about it no problem. My best friend is there as well as a couple of our friends who live there. Someone would call me from a landline, but it’s still I guess it’s just the fact that I’m not there. If something happened it’d take me 2 1/2 hours just to get there.
Damn it, maybe I do worry way too much.
I’m up bright and early this morning, but I don’t see that lasting long. I had to make sure Hubby got out the door this morning with everything he needs. He headed to Deal’s Gap with a friend to do a little riding today. The weather is going to be perfect, so I hope he has a great time.
I would have went if I could have, but my body just couldn’t deal with it right now. Between the allergies, the endo, and the rest of the girl stuff that hit me late and extremely heavy, my body is beat. Being on the back of a bike in the mountains today just wasn’t happening.
