Night 3 of letting Elliana cry ended fairly quickly and easily. She was out in 15 minutes, and tonight she didn’t cry a lot. She whined, whimpered, and let out a couple really loud cries, but overall she did so much better. I’ve been nursing her until she’s very drowsy, then placing her in bed with her Soothe and Glow Seahorse. I had to walk back into the room to turn it on again, but tonight she was asleep a couple minutes through the second try. This is definitely getting much easier each night, and I’m now starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
You’d think her going to sleep and staying asleep would mean I’d get myself in bed to rest more, too, but that isn’t happening yet. My body is still programmed to stay up waiting for her to wake up again, and if I try to go to bed I lay there tossing and turning.
Instead I’m taking this extra time to get some housework done without having to run to put her back to sleep every little bit. Once I finished with the housework I sat down to do some shopping online. I ordered a box of diapers and a laptop charger for my brother-in-law, then I started looking at some stuff I can to order next week when I get paid.
My Grandma gave me her old set of patio chairs that look like this one with the addition of some decorative cutouts on the seat. There are 2 chairs and a swing, and I’ve had them sitting on the front porch. I decided today that I’m going to move them to the back patio along with a little table I want to get. That way we can start grilling out and hanging out on the patio when friends and family come over. T
he chairs are rather uncomfortable, though, so I want to order some nice outdoor cushions to go in them. I’m really liking these in the Fern color. I’d also like the cushions because I’m kind of scared of Ellie sticking her toes in the cutouts. When I was about 4 years old I did just that on an old metal bench, and I sliced my pinky toe open almost all the way around it. I don’t remember actually slicing my toe, but I remember sitting in the emergency room with my toe sliced open waiting to get stitches. I have a pretty gnarly scar, too.
I’ve picked out 2 different outdoor dining sets I like, so the color I choose will depend on which one I decide to buy. Otherwise I’d go ahead and order the cushions now so we can start enjoying the patio sooner. We can’t really dine out there until I get another screened in canopy to keep the bugs away anyway.





