Over It

You know what I really can’t stand?  I can’t stand it when someone thinks it’s appropriate to throw more on you when you’re at your worst.  I’ve been dealing with a lot of stuff that has me pushed to my limits lately, and the conversation I got hit with today was enough to push me over the edge.  I really don’t know how much more I can take especially coming from my own family.  I’m so tired of being thrown in the middle, manipulated, and pulled in every direction.  Did all this have to go down today of all days?

Honestly this is one of those moments when I really need some retail therapy, but I just can’t afford to do that.  Really why can’t I just move away from here, far far far far away, and forget any of this mess is even happening?  That trip I wanted to take to England, well maybe it could become more of a permanent residency.  I could find a little cottage to live in with my girls and become the local weird American woman who never leaves her house.  I could save cash by staying home and using Sainsburys voucher codes to have all my groceries delivered to me.  I prefer shopping online anyway, and coupon codes definitely help. From what I have read about Sainsburys they deliver not only groceries but other products as well.  I honestly wish we had something like that around here that I could order from.  It would make my life so much easier if I could avoid a trip out with a baby and preschooler!